4 am

So it is currently 4:30 in the morning-I have been wide awake for an hour.  I am still going to bed at my usual 9pm because I am exhausted, but I just can't seem to sleep through the night.  Combination of excitement, nerves and hunger are keeping me awake.  I keep running through my posing routines in my head.  I really wish I could sleep more-since though I'm up-I'm not functionally awake, in fact I am quickly transitioning into full out zombie mode.  Maybe once this first show is done I'll feel more confident and sleep more peacefully.