Monday, 1 October 2012

THE dreams...

Bad nights sleep,as a result of having THE competition dreams.  It's show time but I don't have a suit, or my physique is not at all lean,or no tan ect...was pretty anxious all night too about getting up early to be at the gym right when it opened at 5:30, so I could workout and return home, shower, eat and drive hubby and the dog to their respective "homes" for the day before work.  I of course fit it all in,but I'm pretty damn tired,and felt less than stellar all day.

I did find some old journals and it turns out this the weight I was last time with 4 weeks to go.  The better news is that I know right now Iam carrying that weight with much more muscle mass-so hooray!!

Unfortunately now I am also battling a resurgence of my neuralgia (brought on from the still healing jaw of my facial recostruction from 2 years ago).  I have not experienced any pain for a 4 months-and today out the blue BAM!! Agony, hopefully I'll wake up much more shiny tomorrow.

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